Tucked Away
Where I want to be right now ….
Tucked away from the world. Forget about the simple truths. Forget about the sinking feelings. Forget about the reality of my problems.
Right now, I want to be tucked away.
Inside your closet, maybe. Dark. Maybe in a vacant spot in the corner. Maybe not. I could curl up over your shoes. Make a bed for myself. Let the darkness silence me. Let my tears comfort me. And when you choose to come for me, your light will change me.
Under your bed perhaps? Tucked away like a lingering, but not forgotten toy. I sleep to wait for the moment you may choose to use me again.
In an absurdly large trunk? Inside I am curled in darkness. Locked away for no one else to see. I wait inside for a click of the lock, for a glimpse of the light. Like an antique gown, I wait for my moment to shine once more. I wait for my chance to be used in beauty once more. To please another. To please myself.
I just want to be tucked away.
i know that feeling my dear.
yes, even there is a side of me that yearns for that.
*kiss*
G
stay strong. i am patient.
there is great security to the locked closet where the beast goes scratch, scratch…The important thing is not to be seduced by safety, but to embraced the why and how.
love your blog dear,
S
i yearn to be tucked away as well…many places you mention seem so inviting to me.
yes honey, we all have these feelings deep down, xx
One day, you may get your wish.
beautiful post….we have all had these feelings. You express them so beautifully….